I spent the past 4-5 months in bulk mode to gain more muscle. I accepted the fact I'd gain fat, I was willing to take it and enjoy it!But things change, I realized I was working for goals I don't really care for anymore, I just thought I did!Turns out I feel the best leaning very lean and train for the feeling instead of being too focused on gaining more muscle!I train hard, I train well, the fear of getting injuries from pushing the limit to gain which is necessary isn't what I want to feel pressure from myself to do all the time!It's so interesting to experience my fatter body and noticing it's I have become the product of my lifestyle, there's no way I want to walk around with more body fat just to put on size! Now I'm happy to be back and get leaner again, I tried the bulk way, the peanut butter and almond butters were delicious to have every day, but now..I'm over it and I want to EARN my refeed when that day arrives!